I was too........ L O V E D

Hmmm haha. my first kiss happen when i was sixteen lol still remember the day "it" happen (tuesday, May 13rd) . Ini ceritanya lagi abis latihan dance di sekolah udah jam 6 sore kurang lebih dan nggak bisa pulang karna lagi ujan deres banget. Nah temen temen gue ngajak gue buat makan di mall deket sekolah and my ex was like duduk diem dan nggak mau ikut entah lah kenapa, dia cuman nanya ke gue "Nga mo kamana ?" yang artinya "Lo mau kemana ?". Nah gue nggak mungkin dong ninggalin dia sendiri nunggu hujan, so gue nggak ikut temen temen gue and then nemenin dia berdua aja di sekolah. Lanjut karena agak nggak enak duduk di dalam sekolah gue ngajak dia nunggu di luar di tempat parkir motor depan sekolah gue. Udah duduk nih kan berdua doang dan gue udah mulai ada feeling sih, tapi cuek aja, gue pasrah lol. Hujan nih kan yah trus kan dingin, nah dianya meluk gue, trus gue bales peluk dia juga dong biar adil haha. Trus dia cium pipi gue, hmm guenya jadi agak grogi haha. Abis itu dia tatap muka gue nah gue salting dong soalnya to be honest gue takut banget (still didn't know the reason why) dengan berani gue balas tatapan dia tapi dianya malah liat ke arah lain, so dari situ gue ambil kesimpulan kalo dia masih belum berani nyium gue. But kesimpulan gue salah besar, sepersekian detik mata gue berpaling dari dia dan bener aja, he grabbed me and he pulled my face closely and he started kissing me OMG!!!!!!!
Habis itu kita disana duduk nggak ngapa ngapain cuman diem doang yang ada badan gue panas dingin, jantung gue degdegan sampe pulang nggak berhenti. I honestly thought that i could handle it better  before it happened LOL.
And then i ask him who is his first kiss, he told me that i was he first kiss dan rasanya pengen terbang keliling surga dan unforgetable momentnya itu waktu gue meluk dia lagi dan feel his heart is beating so fast,
the kiss was started so soft and so "deep" and i didn't kiss him back. I was too.................Loved